Dear you,
The day you left is imprinted in my memory like an
old childhood nightmare. It’s been a very long time. I don’t remember you. Only
when the breeze, kiss the fragrant flowers your scent comes to me. Only when I
walk alone, my fingers miss yours. When a tear trickles down my cheek, I feel
your touch. Only while sleeping, I dream of you. I wake up to void, my hands
search for you on the bed everyday only to realise that you’re not there. My
eyes reach the blue skies trying to remember your face, looking at the shapeless
clouds. I cook your favourite pasta and serve you a plate every day, hoping its
aroma will take you to me. But you never come. As you walked away from me that
day, a little something in me died, forever. All that’s left to me, is a pain,
a very persistent pain. The doctor said, he could not cure me. Nothing can, but
you. Come and kiss my pains away. The woman in me is dying for the man she
loves and only a dead cold human corpse is all that is left to me. When the
sunshine kiss my lips, I miss yours. I yearn to be in your arms and spend my
life with you at a place where the heart does not cry, where the smile isn’t
fake, where you and I are together. I could not stop you that day, for you had
promises to keep, you had wars to win, to had a nation to serve, you had a duty
to fulfill. Our love, dear you, is beyond the material bounds, its beyond the
boundaries and territories created by us. We are mere mortals, but our love
will go on forever. As I stand here alone, my eyes still search for you on the
path where no one treads. Love, is an understatement, what I have for you is
much beyond that. My soul is incomplete without yours. I cannot remember you,
only when breathing becomes an obligation, your memory falls as a tear. I know you’ll be back someday because this can’t
be the end. I hope this letter finds you in good health. I know, like all my
letters, this too will remain unanswered. They say, you’re dead. I know you
aren’t. You’re fighting like a lion for our nation and I know you’ll be back
for us, for our love.
Love,
Me